Techinically I've been here not too long ago, but I think I have returned for a much longer period this time around. I really miss this place...I thought it would have been a good idea to cut it off for good, until break or summer, but that didn't really help with much because of other distractions. Some good. Others bad. And some could have been downright avoided...if I planned.
But I enjoy leaving most of my work to do last minute. I think I've been doing a fine job at procrastinating for a while. It's high school's fault, I'm telling you. I WAS NEVER THIS BAD UNTIL NOW, WHY WOULD I EVER FINISH A PROJECT AT THIS TIME? - Face palm. -
I also came to a sad realization. I don't think I can ever move up north. ;-; I can hardly handle cold mornings for a week or two, I can't imagine month after month of frigid weather. I can hardly use the bathroom without bracing myself anymore! COLD TOLIET SEAT IS COLD. So, yeah, that and changing in cold weather. If I were a man I can't imagine how my di-
ANYWAY.
2009 finished and now 2010 has arrived. I seriously need to kick some serious school ass before it kicks mine.. like it hasnt already? D:
I'm determined to do many things this year. Regain my composure more often, spend more time with family and friends, try to build confidence with my body and searching for hidden talent. Along with the obvious study harder! Etc.
Learn from my mistakes so I won't ever commit the same one again.

Well, gotta' finish this.

'Till next time~

[ I realize advent is a synonym of arrival, okay? It just sounds cool! ]

Dood. I adore cold weather! It sucks it's impossible for snow to exist down in these parts. And rainy and cold does not equal bad weather for me, so I stay the way I am.

And THAT depends on how my day is, so weather doesn't usually put me down unless I have an event to go to and it gets cancelled or something crazy like that.

SO. YEAH. COLD WEATHER = <3

^Conclusion.

[Man, it's been forever since I've been here! Good times... :3 ]

I'm currently in my speech class and I can't help but avoid doing my outline for my presentation next week. I HAVE, LIKE, 5039823 THINGS ON MY MIND. HOW CAN I DO A SPEECH NOW?!

Okay. I'm done with the overexaggeration, for now. I feel a bit giddy. I've been laughing way too much today. Good God, I love my friends.

Most importantly you.

You know who you are. <3

Oh shi- Looks like she's coming this way. Lulz.

Edit: I forgot to add I opened an emergency exit. Oh God, help me, I'm an idiot. xD;

Wouldn't it be a good idea to make the title of my entries actually relevant to the entry? 
Nah. It'd make things boring. <_<

My family and I don't usually celebrate Independence day, and we still didn't today. xD I'm okay with that since I'm used to just chillin' at home and I wouldn't have to make any compromises.

BUT. My mom wanted to go out today, so I tagged along. We went to the mall about an hour before closing time ( I hate rushing! ) and went straight to Victoria's Secret. Let me tell you...I smelled this magnificent body spray... "Appletini"... I would have bought it, but my mom told me next time. When is next time, woman?!

That will be the first alcoholic beverage I will ever drink! I'll make a mental note of that and SAVE.

On the bright side! My mom bought a new DVD player because our old one is going AWOL on us and we made mashed potatoes and steak. NOMNOMNOM. Okay, I made the potatoes, but I haven't steak in a year! Oh, how I missed it so~

I do, on the other hand, need to start on/finish a few things. I need to make progress on the J-rock cosplay my friend and I are currently planning on doing.
- Cosplay
- Make my Paypal account
- Finish homework + online class
- Finish summer reading...

I wonder when this will all get done...

'Till next time~

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Ah, I should be sleeping...but I'm not really tired. I was just able to put a certain thought aside (trust me, quite difficult) and I've been listening to POTO music for a while.

Y'know, in my psychology class there are certain "rules/equations/whatever" that can help you cope with sorrow, anger, any negative emotion. Is it sad to say I consider that bullshit now?

Well, let me re-phrase that, to me it's bullshit. I can't use that method at all! I wish it did work, but I always have to resort to something I don't want to. Something stupid. Something that can be avoided.

Anyway. I don't like writing "pity party" entries, so I'll end it on a good note. Don't fall asleep sad or angry, it's never a good feeling to have before you sleep because who's to say you won't be dead the following morning? Just forgive the people that have put you in a situation. They probably didn't mean it or perhaps they didn't know the effect of their words and, hell, if you really love them it won't be that hard to find forgiveness.

Btw, POTO is waaaay better with Micheal Crawford than Gerard Butler. The only reason he's "better" is because he's easier on the eyes...

Okay, I do admit, I'd rather have that lie behind my mirror than this...


B-BUT NEWS FLASH. PHANTOM OF THE OPERA IS A MUSICAL NOT A HOLLYWOOD MOVIE SHOW. IT'S ABOUT THE VOICE. And the music of the night.
AHAHA--
-Shot.-

'Till next time~ :]

I know this is an old WB, but I actually like this one...Well, if I had to choose I think I'd be Wrath. I'm sure a lot of people know why, but I'd like to evalute it's meaning.

Anger/Wrath is an emotional state that may range from minor irritation to intense rage. Which it happens quite easily for me. Y'know. I'm an Aeris, Aeris peoples have short-tempers...etc.

Now, because I chose wrath that doesn't necessarily mean I'd induce harm on anyone else. Well, permanent damage, anyway. I think I'd do more harm to myself than anything. I really wish I could control my temper because I believe I'd hurt less people this way or relieve them from any misconceptions.

With this being said, I love my family and friends that have learned to cope with my rage (when it does unleash). Thanks guys. <3


Additonal note:
 
Yeah..I thought of FMA, too. It's not limited to, just another one. :3

This morning was absolute hell. 4:00 AM - Got up to go to the airport. 5:30(ish) AM - Got to the airport. And that's the time stress began to flood my entire body. The employees at the airport can be serious a-holes and the security there...ugh, they have the worst attitude possible. Just because your life sucks doesn't mean you have to make mine the same. There was a problem with the luggage and at the beginning of the flight there was a lady who had an electronic book thing and the flight attendents specifically stated, "NO ELECTRONICS AT THE BEGINNING OR THE END OF THE FLIGHT." But...they didn't notice her and I was sitting right beside her. I kept on thinking the same scenario over and over... "Thank you for flying-" VROOM. BOOM. CRASH. - Dead.- Magically the airplane stayed in the air and I thought of ideas for an RP I'm doing with my best friend They are all written down and I'm just waiting for nine o' clock to strike, so I may discuss them with her. I think I might take a nap soon... Nya. -_-

These past couple of days have been just great. A childhood friend of mine slept over and it was fcking fantastic. We stayed up late, played video games, watched anime, drew some freaky pictures (might upload that soon), y'know friend stuff. During our time together we were recalling some old memories...real old. Like what we used to do when we were nine.

...We did a lot of useless things. xD But it was nice. She moved when we were going to middle school and I missed her. A lot. I still do. I don't see her as often as I used to, so this get together was nice.

BUT. We do plan on going to Yasumicon. Plan on it. Hopefully we'll go through with it. It'll be her first con!
Anywho.

Let's hope it'll all work out.